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2026-07-05

Stairs. Balance. Altar.

I live in an old building with a staircase on each side. As I'm about to enter, two guys also come in and I go up ahead of them: I climb the steps two at a time and stop on the first floor to look for my key and I realize there's still one more floor to go. Meanwhile they pass me. I follow behind them. I notice I climbed the stairs on the 'wrong' side, my door is on the other side. But it's a small building, the other side is just the other end. When I'm about to go up another floor I see there are some stones there and I start climbing them, jumping from stone to stone and then to the stairs. I do it like an acrobatic move and I start from a stone that's close to the ground and with one foot on each stone I'm suspended and I could rest my knee on the ground because it's that close but I stay suspended and I do a movement like martial arts to move to the next stone and I'm amazed at my own agility and balance.

Then inside the apartment, it's Mari's apartment. She's on the phone in another room and I touch some kind of mini altar with two small candles and the bottom of the candles falls off and I see there's some kind of raffia inside and I want to put it back but they're broken


Kitty. Fairy. Altar.

Branco, grandma’s neighbor, has brought a box with a tiny kitten inside and some marbles too. She's more or less the size of the marbles. But they're not marbles because I think they're edible. He leaves the box here and I start playing with the kitten who's skittish. She wants to play with the marbles so I let her. I change into my pajamas and then she falls asleep on my arm and I think it's no wonder people like small things.

When Branco comes back he's furious because I let the kitty put on pajamas so early and play with the marbles. He says this to grandma, not to me. I think it's not him but a woman who appears and grabs the cat with a special glove to hurt her and I just see the cat in a prayer position with her hands together begging them to stop and it hurts me to see it so I leave. Grandma says I can look after the cat and I say I don't want to, that I don't want anything to do with her anymore.

Now I'm in the same house and I see some kind of fairy flying. It's red and has a series of semi-transparent red ribbons floating behind her, like an anemone. I follow her and she's already outside, she went out through an attic window and I call a female presence who's with me and tell her to look, you can still see the threads floating. I don't know if it's the same apparition or another but it stops in that same spot above the attic window and I know it's an altar and they're communicating with us. This second one isn't red, it's neutral tones and I know they're two gods on one altar. I think one is related to the sea, like Triton.

Now me and my friend open the wardrobe that's here in the house and it has the owner's clothes and we start looking at her dresses. I don't know what happens in between, I just know the owner comes back and then she's showing us her clothes and while she's making a selection there are some dresses she says won't work for me because they're too big and that they're good for someone else's mother. I think I don't like that she decides these things for me, not that I want her dresses, but the principle of it.